liquidshadowe

Yknow whats funny? looking back at yourself from the past. I mean sorry dA but i dont come on here too often anymore its just toooo difficult. Being a teens a full time job :p but when i DO come through her i just like to look at my old stuff and read my old conversations and think to myself "What the hell is this shit" XD its just kinda a tribute to mistakes yknow? Every year i look back on myself and im just like WHYYYYYYYY ARE YOU SO STTUUPIIDDD but its funny cus i know that next year ill be back here looking at THIS journal entry going "what the hell was THAT shit" hah but well see

HELLO TO THE AWESOME ONE! yalll never come on dA anymore. But... i cant really talk either do i. Im gonna put some stuff up soon. :)

goodbye to life i surrender, i confess farewell to all that i hurt and the rest goodbye to dreaming so long to to living goodbye to hoping and dreaming and wishing - LZ ;( I should have known this would happen, i should have known she was too good to be true, and i wasnt enough to be good. I should never have let my gaurd down because i felt safe, im never safe as long as im me. I thought i was living, but i was living a lie. She never loved me, but that doesnt chnage how much i loved her. Im not worried about the girlfreind that left me for another man, what hurts the most is the awesome freindship i threw away. theres nothing good